Bikini Inspiration

Its such a horrid grey day today. I am feeling tired and deflated. I feel so sorry for my boyfriend who is in revision hell. His finals start next week for the culmination of his 4 year medical degree and even though he won't say, I'm sure he's feeling it. I haven't seen him for over two weeks now also and I'm missing him and aso weirdly feel like I should be with him in his hour of need. Even though, again, he would never say so to me. I am seeing him this weekend as I'm going to his parents house in the countryside. Even though he'll be working all weekend at least we'll see each in the evenings/meal times!

Luckily he's pretty good at cramming and working very hard when he needs to. He also has one of those photographic memory things, so last minute revision has always been something of his speciality.

It is very strange though to think that after 7 years of being a student he is going to be a working doctor (hopefully, touch wood) in the matter of weeks. He gets his results the day after his final exam, so fortunately no painful wait. That morning is going to be nerve wracking - I think I will just spend all of it staring at my phone. He'll probably be incredibly calm or sleep in due to getting horribly drunk the night before in celebrations. Either way, I am very proud of my darling Benjamin. He has managed to juggle and deal with a lot of things over the past 4 years (medicine is his second degree) and to think he will finally be finished and having some well deserved time off in just a couple of weeks makes me feel incredibly happy for him.

My focus for the next few weeks will still be the bikini, bikini bikini. I think I owe it to Benjamin to look incredibly hot on our lovely celebratory holiday in Italy with his family. Ben's mum is renting a house for us for a week in Puglia, southern Italy. Ben's Aunt also lives out in the area so she will be around too. Ben's Mum, sister, brother and I are going out to celebrate Ben's finishing and also to celebrate Pippa (his little sister) finsihing her GCSEs. I've seen pictures of the house and it is decorated in a "Italian and African style and pieces"  hence why I need the african print bikini I purchased earlier this week. And the african print sundress to wear over said bikini. Oh my goodness I can't wait.

So to keep the focus some bikini inspired pictures to keep me going! I don't think I'll ever look like the girls in the "group shot" but Kelly Brook is maybe achievable, although I will never have her boobs!

The bikini mission continues...

Have a good day